life with three.

today was my first day alone with all three kids.

it was actually a really good day.

there were moments when my heart near burst with joy,

and there were also moments when 2 out of 3 kids were crying,

or all 3 needed something at once

and i had to "hee hee hooo" all over again:)

 i think i have felt every emotion in the book these last two weeks since hazy was born.

i have felt the strongest love, gratitude, and joy,

and also had moments of feeling overwhelmed, inadequate, exhausted, and scared that i am responsible for these three little children.

it's funny how having a baby can bring every emotion to the surface (at least it does for me).

i love my family and friends so much.

we had an amazing time with my mom and dad when they came.

boy, do i miss them.

and the friends!

i have had so many visits, meals, and kind words sent my way.

i am grateful.

oh so grateful.

my heart is full.

and life is beautiful.